I am feeling my most lethargic today.
i don't even have the energy to post an actual update.
(but when i do it will consist of Bradshaw dates, fear facing, and Easter fun)
i had an odd dream i was in a car accident that left my face smooshed. not scared, not cut-up or missing pieces. it was smooshed. and smooshed down. it was hard to breathe and i looked like i was made of puddy.
it really made me question my vanity.
i want to sleep.
I've been waking up EVERY night at around 2 or 3 in the morning. not because I'm too hot or too cold or because i have to go to the bathroom or anything, i just wake up.
its very lame and frustrating.
i have such "work out" dreams. i plan and dream and i never get around to regularly doing it. i wish i would. I'm looking to lose like...20 pounds...
....yeah, THAT'S gonna happen...
i wish i had time. time to be perfect. i could work out and journal (does this count?) and read and study scriptures and study and cook fab meals and clean and do laundry...its only gonna get worse when we have children isn't it? (its comments like those that make me think i am not ready for motherhood)
Blake, lets just cuddle and nap today...shhhhh, no talking.
i don't even have the energy to post an actual update.
(but when i do it will consist of Bradshaw dates, fear facing, and Easter fun)
i had an odd dream i was in a car accident that left my face smooshed. not scared, not cut-up or missing pieces. it was smooshed. and smooshed down. it was hard to breathe and i looked like i was made of puddy.
it really made me question my vanity.
i want to sleep.
I've been waking up EVERY night at around 2 or 3 in the morning. not because I'm too hot or too cold or because i have to go to the bathroom or anything, i just wake up.
its very lame and frustrating.
i have such "work out" dreams. i plan and dream and i never get around to regularly doing it. i wish i would. I'm looking to lose like...20 pounds...
....yeah, THAT'S gonna happen...
i wish i had time. time to be perfect. i could work out and journal (does this count?) and read and study scriptures and study and cook fab meals and clean and do laundry...its only gonna get worse when we have children isn't it? (its comments like those that make me think i am not ready for motherhood)
Blake, lets just cuddle and nap today...shhhhh, no talking.
2 comments:
Oh my goodness, my putty-faced sleepy dreamer friend...work out AND get all the housework done? With kids?? Keep dreamin'.
Yes, yes, blog about your Easter, the Tower, and our date! I will too! Oooh! Oooh!
And this better count for journal writing, because it's the only record of our lives I write.......
working out is for loosers! you should be like me... lay around and eat all day... then throw it all up because your body hates you. yep livin the dream... livin the dream
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